I'll show you how it's done

(Source: thirstyexpression)

Baby if you’re reading this I love you with all my heart. I promise everything will be okay (i mean alright). I’ll be thinking of you always and i promise that I’ll finish and graduate for you. I’m going to try my best for you baby. I’ll see you soon. I love you more than you can imagine. You are my strength and all the motivation I need to succeed.  I love you always and way past forever.  <3

                                                                              -M

I know that I have to go. I also know that what I did was for the best. I did this for our future, for my future educational plans and you in them. I’m doing what I have to do to pay for an education that will help me gain a career. I want to give you everything you ever wished for baby. I want to give you a home, ranch style with a wrap around porch and a swing. With a big yard in the front and the back so that our pets and kids can play. I want to give you that family that we talk about having one day. I want to be able to provide for you without worrying about what we have to sacrifice this week, but most of all I want to bring happiness into your life. I want to love you each day and continue to put that amazing smile on your face. I want to be the reason you smile each day and know what loves is. Yet i can’t help but feel guilty for leaving you for so long. It’s not fair that you do not have me around you. I want to be there for you but I can’t and I feel bad. Maybe I should have waited. Maybe I shouldn’t have been so selfish. Maybe just maybe I made the wrong choice?